I'm leaving Malaysia soon, though only for a month.
Despite the fact that I hate being alone, I'm afraid I will have to. I wish I could drag any one of my family members or friends along, but I can't.
When I did my internship in Ipoh, I always had my relatives to cook for me, to watch tv with me, to chat with me and to drive me around. Intern in singapore this time, would be a brand new challenge. if everything goes like expected, I will be staying in a friend's room alone. I will have to wake myself up every morning, take my own meals, do my own laundry, find my own entertainment, learn to take public transports all by myself.
Well then, since I chose the route myself, I will have to bear with it myself. Loneliness aside, there's nothing for me to lose, is there?
This is part of growing up, I need to be strong.
Ps. If you consider yourself my friend, please leave a comment. I need your support and advice to keep me going. At this very moment, I'm more fragile than you'd expect me to be and every single comment of yours do matter. Please leave a note, if you care..
17 hours ago